To Jeong Joo Woo
This is a gratitude letter. I sent this message to a person, who profoundly impacted my life. As you can read on first two sentences, this is a gratitude letter. I probably think that this is one of the most awkward timing that I could ever have. I am not sure about you. However, I am just going to say to you that save a word, so that I do not need to blush on what I am saying. And I know that this maybe not right to say something like this after we broke up years ago. However, I have to write this gratitude letter, because you are actually changing me to be more mature on how to treat other people than before. This is also a letter, which I can confess something. I am sorry that I could not be a better person at that time.
I know that we broke up very weirdly, and I was so immature that I could not stop you saying from leaving me. At that time, I was just trying not to be caught that I was very anxious and nervous, so that I could be cool with anything happened between you and I. And when I realized that everything that I did on those days to show not to be nervous, I was fool and wrong. I hid my anxiety that I felt for a long time. I hid that I was not ready to let you go, because you will go to different country to study. Most of all, I thanked you, when you texted me back and say hi to me again. I was fool enough to seize in the mood that I had no gut to stop you saying and telling you that I can wait for you. Thank you, you taught me to break my timid personality, when you said hi to me again. I believed that you are more mature person than I am. I only regret that I could not realize who truly you are, and I could not realize that I was immature (Maybe I am still an immature person.).
I know that you will feel weird that why this guy is acting like this, but sometimes your insignificant words or maybe your brave action to say hi again to someone like me can be tremendous effect to change my life. It has been around three years that we broke up, and because of your words, I can treat people sincerely.
Thank you a lot,
From YONG CHAN PARK
